[Monday May 2nd, 2005] Im going to be alone forever. Everyone has a significant other, I dont. Im going need to stop bitching. Now. 3 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

[Tuesday April 19th, 2005] [ mood | blah ] I dont use this much anymore. Nice weather keeps me away. I discovered the art of loosing. He did it again, broke it. Damn. I cant concentrate. Thinking will kill me one day. I stretch my heart over the neck of my new guitar. Maybe the summer will change his mind. And heart. I will always love him though. 1 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

We Were Singing [Friday April 8th, 2005] [ mood | loved ] Today had to have been the greatest day of my life. I had a shitty day, then James took me skating. It was alright, but I had some pulled muscles. Then when I walked in the door of my casa, a cake sat onthe table, banners everywhere. Then the next thing I knew, people jumped out everywhere. A suprise party. My first. Megan, Lauren, Lindsey, Brian, Kyle, Dayron, Selena, Ryan, and Landon stodd round to celebrate my birthday. Patrick and Joe came later, and we played hacky sack well into the afternoon. Meg got me iced tea, money, and resees. Yes. James gave me this amazing picture of me at the satilites. Love, love, love for everyone. ♥ 5 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

There Is A House In New Orleans.... [Tuesday April 5th, 2005] [ mood | 16 BITCH! ] - Today was nice weather. - Im 16 today. It feels wonderful. - Lindsey made me a grilled cheese today. - I was hanging out with Megan and Joe. - I love my friends. Thank you guys. R.I.P Kurt Cobain. 11 years of excellent music. 2 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

[Friday April 1st, 2005] [ mood | death ] My heart hit the floor. I dont want to be 16. Everything I know is leaving. Kill me. I want to die. 2 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

Take Me To Spain. [Thursday March 31st, 2005] [ mood | exhausted ] My parents fight, and they are divorced. The irony. I dont think Im getting a guitar. No one will remember my birthday. Not like it matters. I hate the movie Pirates of The Carribean. Orlando Bloom is a shitty actor. I get a job, and no one is satisfied. I try and I fail. The satilittes are the most amazing place. I feel sick. I havent seen John since Wednesday. I am told I am loved by many, I dont see it. I dont want to be 16. One more year will kill me. 3 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

I Gotta Get Outta Here. [Wednesday March 30th, 2005] [ mood | accomplished ] - I hate Waldorf, but I would miss it if I left. - I miss my Dad. I hate to see him leave everytime, and yeah we fight, but in the end its okay. He only wants the best for me and its understandable. I wish things wernt they way they were. - I love my grandparents and I hope my grandma's eye sugery goes well. - I got more records. 1. Cat Stevens Greatest Hits 2. Kevin Rowland & Dexys Midnight Runners-Too Rye Ay 3. Pink Floyd-A Momentary Lapse Of Reason 4. Pink Floyd-A Collection Of Great Dance Songs 5. Neil Young and Crazy Horse-Live Rust 6. Creedence Clearwater Revival-Chronicle 7. Chicago-17 8. John Denver-Windsong 9. Bread-Baby I'm-A Want You 10. John Cougar Melloncamp-The Lonesome Jubilee 4 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

[Monday March 28th, 2005] A weekend with Father. Lovely. I got the vinyls today. Im making a list. 1. Do The Hustle 2. Warren Zevon-Excitable Boy 3. U2 Live-A Blood Red Sky 4. Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band 5. The Doobie Brothers-One Steph Closer 6. Bee Gees-Trafalgar 7. Chicago-X 8. John Denver-Back Home Again 9. Kansas-Point of No Return 10. Kansas- Leftoverture 11. Beach Boys-Spirit Of America 12. Pink Floyd-The Wall Can ya dig? 6 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

No Stop Signs, Speed Limits. [Sunday March 27th, 2005] [ mood | Apologetic ] -Im an asshole. -Out of pitty for myself and my stupid mistakes, I went with James and Kyle on Saturday. Big mistake. We ended up at RK's house, and I dont remember anything but having way too much to drink. James told me I was piss drunk, and i dont remember so I hope I didnt say anything I would regret. I just felt so bad about everything, and I dont know how to handle my problems. Drinking doesnt help kids. -Happy Easter. Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

Are You Listening? [Saturday March 26th, 2005] [ mood | asshole-ish? ] If your're listening. Sing it back. 1. Im an asshole. 2. I don't deserve the friends I have. 3. Music saved me. 4. Apologies to you. 5. Spring Break, probably alone. 6. I am going to become a mute. 7. Im going to stop this IfeelsorryformyselfandImanemofaggot mood. Stumble till you crawl The End. Ps. Megan got me into JEW. Thank Jesus for good music. 2 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

[Wednesday March 23rd, 2005] [ mood | doing better ] - I have a job. I work at Gilbert Run Park. -I want to be better friends with Mike Reza. -Kyle is an awesome guy. Kudos for him. -John and I have been dating for a month....tomorrow. Let's see how long it takes me to screw this up, eh? -Relient K is an unstoppable force. Catchy, meaningful, sex. 4 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

I Dont Want To Let You Down... [Tuesday March 22nd, 2005] [ mood | discontent ] And Im good good good to go. 7 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

[Saturday March 19th, 2005] [ mood | restless and reckless. ] Another failed attempt. Cell phones ringing in surround sound. Too many people in one cramed area. I want to throw up. I hate tests, I hate Maryland. I want out. A day at the MVA = no learners. Maybe in retarted. I waste my life here, knowing I could have it better. California? Yes. No one has faith anymore. It is always "No, its not possible." "You could never afford it." he says. What does he know. Nothing. Do I deserve this? Probably. In a past like I think I was a member Of the KKK. Oh well. If the shoe fits. Suicide at 18 sounds good. Ill vote for the wrong president. Wonderful weather, too bad its going to rain tomorrow. 5 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

Is There Anybody In There? [Friday March 18th, 2005] [ mood | annoyed with everything. ] I hate my life. I havent had the internet in days, death almost took me. People are annoying me, and I cant stand people who talk behind your back. Higher The Dissent was awesome tonight, got a free demo. Gotta love it. I feel like shit for no reason, and I have noticed I get mad again....at everything. Just do it. Just kill me. Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

I've Got A Few Things I've Been Waiting To Do. [Sunday March 13th, 2005] [ mood | everything. ] Im listening to John Mayer more and more. Its crazy. After the last show Megan came over and so did Cody and John. It was amazing. Cody threw a newspaper at a car, and all of us fell in the mud. We ran around my neighborhood just to get to my house, then everyone started harassing my neighbors. They deserve it. Then the guy looked over my fence, and started to get really angry. I think he should die. I might not be seein him soon I got a few things I've been waiting to do. 1 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

This Is The End, Beautiful Friend. [Saturday March 12th, 2005] [ mood | wish I was on LSD ] Today was just horrible. My art teacher is trying to get me to confor to the "rules" or art. Correct me if Im wrong, but art is about self expression and no holds bared creation. Rules are for conservatives, the uptight, and suck ups. Kill me. I had to ruin my sketch with a grid. I didnt draw it in the first place, which means I didnt want it their. I seriously though about how much better off everyone would be if I moved or something. I have nothing good to say, yet eveything I think that will be funny comes out of my mouth totally different than I intended. Theres danger on the edge of town. Tonight was alright, the play went smoothly, no mistakes. Afterwords, I felt like even more of an asshole towards Megan because she couldnt come to IHOP. Me, Smitty, Greg, and Selena got KFC and Smitty and Selena brought toilet paper, a douche bag, baby powder, and a many other bathroom nesscities. Selena and I got Dayron's new car, and put the douche bag on Laura's. Inspiration. Amazing. Father? Yes son? I want to kill you. Make me forget. 1 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

Come On Baby Take A Chance With Us [Thursday March 10th, 2005] [ mood | mixed feelings ] This past week has just been so eventful for me. I have been stressed out, annoyed and angry for no reason. The usual hanging out with Megan and Brian occured (I need it to live) and then haning out with Chris Bouno also happened. Interesting. This will probably be long, so brace yourself. To start this "speech" about my week off, I would like to include a former conversation that took place between Megan and I at about 4:45 this very day. Megan: I feel the need to change my shirt. Right here in the road. Me: No dont, then all the black people will flock to look at your white boobs. Megan: (Looks at me like Im insane) Me: Look at that one over there, see it? Zero to sixty in two point five seconds. Fantastic? Life changing? Yes, thought so. Anywho, the premeire of Cindrella was tonight. Disaster is an understatment. Lets make a list shall we? - Mics didnt work - I almost hit Jessica Clapper in the face for making a comment about my brother - Door broke - Me and Megan were about to put the bench out, and then the crank for the FIRE CURTIN started to move. A five thousand pole going though the stage, and almost killing people? No. Megan and Ashley held the damn crank until intermission, and people crowded around, and ugh......I felt horrible, Selena was freaking out, and Ms. Vacin was holding in the anger. Fun day? Yes. I ♥ THE DOORS 6 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

I ♥ YOU [Monday March 7th, 2005] [ mood | giddy ] Fantastic day. Lovely weather, walked around with Megan, worked on the play, went to Starbucks, made friends with John Mayer over MySpace. I almost pissed myself, no joke. I loose sleep over this man. 4 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

Im Taking Back The Life You Stole [Saturday March 5th, 2005] [ mood | comfortably numb ] Ugh. I havent updated since my internet started working, and really there is not much to say. Meg and i have been working on the play and it has been spectualar. I got to hang out with John twice this week, and i found out Brittany hates me. Boo hoo. We got our corse selection sheets this week. Im taking alot of AP classes, and art classes. I also got my interim, like everyone else. A 34% in math is not bad, and i got a 90% on the quiz. Lucky me. Music is my life, and right now Im sitting in the oldest basement that emits a slight stench of mildew, dust, and mothballs. Yes, I am with the grandparents. All I have is my phone, the computer and Sean. I love my life. Shoot me in the face. 4 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

You Never Stop [Tuesday March 1st, 2005] [ mood | pretty god damn good. ] Jesus. I though that my internet would never work again. Five days without school, no internet or t.v. due to the geniuses at Comcast, and a new record. I got Morrison Hotel (The Doors), and got to hang with the coolest people. Skating is getting better and better, but there is too much snow. I got new shoes finally, and life is....life? John is awesome. Brittany better back off, or something is going down and it isnt me.     (22405) 7 Said All And All Your're Just Another Brick In The Wall

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